“Đem tiền về cho mẹ, đừng đem ưu phiền về cho mẹ”.I failed, I kept making my mom sad, I kept complaining to her. The reality is I am lazy, and always look for a shortcut in life, or waiting a someone will save me, a girlfriend? That is delusional, instead of sharing the joy and happiness in my life to other, I am looking for someone to save me. That is unfair and brutal. I am immoral. I don’t really like reading the Bible or believe in it: my excuse - lazy, I don’t even read it to disprove it, but is it the wrong way to start reading? Why am I going to church? Pleasing people again? What am I actually living for? What do you want? An extraordinary work on something mundane, or a mundane work on something extraordinary?