From someone on Reddit:
Even if you do have a gf/bf. What next? You think your depression will magically be cured? No it cannot. You fight your own demons. You fight your battles.
You guys got this, focus on yourself. Continue to being the best version of yourself. Be kind to everyone and yourself too.
Life isn’t about getting a gf/bf. You are treating someone like an object or a key to escape misery.
I too want someone to hold me and to love me unconditionally. The only person that can help you is yourself.
I feel like I am going along this dangerous path again. I went to church today with all of the intrusive thoughts that I feel ashamed of. What am I? A tool for people? Who even need me? Am I being ungrateful?